2018

Hello 2018 !

how are everyone ? i am trying to come back here with more positive post ! Good new is , i am a London Personal Shopper , this mama need a part time job! full time seem impossible when you have two small children !

i wish to blog more about beauty product , fashion and life style ...

do you think that would be me ? also please be patience technologies are not my strongest point !

i will try to make it as beautiful and interesting as possible...

Source of my absence!

my....my.....what unforgettable and busy time the last 19 months! Yes most of all been running around chasing and organizing my Little princess and also the cause of my absence on blogger world.....but i am sure, i am forgiven....Yes?

MY LITTLE PRINCESS!

Finally, i had the biggest gift EVER! my little bundle of joy Sophie Lucyanah Graham were born on the 1 May 2009, weight 2.9kg, and most of all healthy! it was a very emotional roller coaster.
it all begin the night of 30 april 2009, i was about 37 week pregnant, at home all by myself as Husband Andrew out for the night drinking and catching up with his work friend in town. I was watching TV in bed all night, around 10pm, i begin to feel sooo relax and start doing my Prenial Massage ( so no tears down under! ) . As i had been going to the toilet to pee so often, tonight i begin to go more often then usual and took no notice of it. But all of a sudden,( a gush of water start to come out! OH NO!
i got panic and grab this adult diaper ( look so horrendous ! )and start wearing them as i don't want to wet my new carpet, rang my husband and an hour later we were at the hospital and i am in excruciating pain and crying.......

I was in the best of care, in a private room with my own Nurse, midwife and consultant.
Every 4 hours they have to check how many centimeter i am dilating, after 12 hours , i am not dilating enough! 1 cm every four hours and the baby were ready to pop out but i were not opening and it were too narrow for the baby to had to go through, so the only solutions is to go through cesarean ! i was sooooo upset as i preferred natural birth. Since i was so druged up( air and gas, and epidural ), i just have to say yes...

at 7.58pm Baby Sophie were born ......

this is her first pictures , and unfortunately she develop a joundis and we had to stay at the hospital for a week! Sophie had to stay under the light for 3 days and she received the all clear and i was so relieves to be home . And the sleepless night begin...........

Happy Easter

Wishing Everyone Happy Easter! eat lots of Chocolate eggs for me!!! i can just imagine in envy as i had to STOP eating sweet stuff for 10 weeks! yes.......STOP! apparently i develop a high glucose level in my pregnancy as my hormone changes, i had to prick myself on my fingers 3 times a day to check my sugar level ! since i had phobia of needles and blood, it took me a while to do this every time! but i had too as it is important to keep it low as other wise the baby will get too big to go through the bright tunnel! and quick recovery after labour.

So, no more cakes, donuts, cupcakes or anything with high sugar level! its makes grocery shopping 30min longer as i had to read the labels of every stuff before it goes in my shopping trolley. it make me soooooo upset but i had to do this for my own good. wish me luck against all the temptations!

My New Lexus RX !

Here are my New Car! Lexus RX 400 Hybrid executive limited edition 09. I am so excited!
we only had the car for 2 days, and today i have been practicing my reverse parking by looking through on to a TV screen on my dash board that link to a live CCTV on the back of the car. this help a lot a the car are quite high up and i dont have to keep turning my head to look back.

I am used to drove big car but in london a little bit tricky as the road are narrower and traffic a really busy, so it kinda make me nervous when i do a reverse park as others are so in patient to wait!!! got a honks while doing my practice. Plus my husband impatient tutoring getting on my nerve, it typical men get nervous when woman on the driving seat. when will they learned that woman a better driver? we take your time. dont we? i do.

Anyway now i can drive anywhere i want with my coming little baby girl, and most of all it i could not wait to go to Bicester again to do my shopping!! mimie wish you are here!.

Tribute to JADE GOODY

Do you remember from my previous blog about Celebrity Big Brother, i even posted a video a row between jade goody and bollywood actress Shelpa Shatty?

Well, sadly Jade Pass away peacefully in her sleep.......

Jade Goody was a no body from bermonsey , Essex. She enter a reality show Big brother in 2002 and come fourth.When she appeared on Big Brother 3 Goody became a target of ridicule in the British tabloid press for displaying a severe lack of general knowledge for a British native. Goody thought that the English city of Cambridge was in London!
On being told that Cambridge is in East Anglia, she assumed that to be abroad, and referred to it as "East Angular". She also was criticised by the tabloid press during her time in the Big Brother house for an evening during which she cavorted drunk and naked and also was criticised for "backstabbing". She avoided eviction long enough to outlast the media's apparent resentment and become popular. She also provided what was believed to be the first instance of sexual contact in Big Brother UK history, with a drunken grope with fellow housemate PJ, though it is unclear what sexual acts, if any, took place?!

Since then she has appeared in a lot of TV, magazines, Charity works Goody raised over £550 for her chosen charity, the NSPCC.
On 2 May 2006, Goody published her autobiographyy titled Jade: My Autobiography and in June she launched her own fragrance, Shh ... Jade Goody. It was launched in the summer of 2005 and became the store's third best selling fragrance behind Kylie Minogue's and Victoria Beckham's However, due to allegations of racism ( argument with Shilpa Shetty), The Perfume Shop decided to remove the fragrance from its shelves. The Perfume Shop has since resumed selling Shh... and it was in their top five best online sellers in the run-up to Christmas 2007.
Until November 2006 Goody also contributed a weekly column to Now magazine. Not Bad for uneducated person?!

In 2008, Goody appeared in the Indian version of Big Brother, Bigg Boss. She was rumoured to have been offered £100,000 to take part. Goody entered the house on 17 August and in the opening VT of herself she claimed the incident with Shetty was "in the past" and that she was "not proud of it". Two days into the show, Goody was told she had cervical cancer and she subsequently withdrew, immediately flying home to England. Scenes of Goody being told of her diagnosis and her emotional reaction were not broadcast in India.

Since then Jade been arranging her wedding to her long time boyfriend and had it broadcast to the world and sold the story with vast amount of money and had in keep in trust fund for her two little boy so that they can have a better life and education.

Jade tragically lost her fight with cancer aged 27. she died peacefully in her sleep on 22 march on mothers day at her home. my heart go to her family and her two boys.
here are one of the touching poem i want to share with everyone that reduce me to tears, were left outside Jade home by a young boy.

Mother Never really Die,

They just keep house up in the sky,

They polish the sun by day.

And lights the star shine at night,

Keep the moonbeams silverly bright,

And in the heavenly home above,

They wait to welcome those they love.

helen steiner rice

I AM BACK!

well, where do i begin?..........

First and foremost, it has been fun having my friend Mimie around for a week of MAD shopping!!!
Then we both flew back to Malaysia together and it is partly my fault( Sorry! ) that mimie had to pay excess baggage for all the shoppingsssss! my bad influence on Why not buy!? its only once!
and i shall never forget the incident in Ann Summer! ( Mimie dear, i will always seal my lips ).

Second, as soon as my flight touch down to Kuala lumpur, i had to catch a connecting flight to Kota Kinabalu, and i noticed that my both feet had swollen up like an elephant leg ( due to sitting too long 10 hours without moving apart from going to toilet) and my shoes felt so tight. But the excitement of coming home to my family took my mind of the stiff pain on my feet everytime i walked.I had 3 weeks of lovely time with my family and my husband, the the lovely food that i have craved!
AND the sunny day with blue sky......at the end i nearly delayed my returned to London but i had no choice as i am getting to the point that i am not allowed to have a very long hour travelling time to anywhere on a plane plus Andy had to returned for work and i need Andy to looked after me on the flight return back to london.

Finally, i had been busy now making list of what to buy for the new born, ie, furniture, towels, nappies, cloths and god! sooooooo much to think about! ... and also planning what i can to do to occupied myself for 40days after the birth apart from looking after the baby. em.......wedding scrap book long over due!

I WANT MY MUMMY!!!!!!!!