Welcome back!

Sorry it has been the longest time i have neglect my blog space! well... i had a very good excuse!
Yes... Pregnancy had taken my sense and energy away. I had a terrible morning sickness and sleepy most afternoon. But today enough is enough! It scared me, to think that i am turning into a mummy pumpkin! obviously i no longer go to the gym in my conditions, so my lovely husband bought me the Wii fitness game, it has golf, tennis, bowling and boxing which not for me.
I loved it so much! now i can play all these sport in my own home comfort. But non the less outdoor activity are good for you when you are fizically can do it.

Me and Andy been busy decorating the spare room we had to a baby room, throwing junk away! mostly andy old stuff. Now it all bare, we are now waiting for the carpenter to build a single wordrobe in for the baby cloth and stuff! this is inside our home on the other hand we also have builders cleaning and maintaining the house on the outside so the property look like a building side! and i kinda had enough! cant wait for holiday in january!

Mini me and andrew

Nearly a month gone by and the weather in London has changed, from longer day light to a longer night darkness....plus the clock a back an hour late this weekend. GREAT! winter is officially here.
On the other hand, it all not matters as I had a good news, been keeping it secret for a while, That is i am only 10month 5days pregnant today! we went to Portland hospital yesterday for a scan and blood test for abnormality. but since the baby only 10weeks and 4 days, they could not do the test as it is 2 weeks early. We had to came back in 2 weeks time to do the test.
i was so nervous and excited yesterday when i saw the figure scan of the baby, The specialist told us so far the baby look normal and in the right size plus Baby Lucy and Andrew had a Little heart beat! how fascinating! i never though i would have a child of my own but since seeing that scan, i was looking forward to have one!
we walk out from the hospital with a smile in our face and pictures of Baby to look at!
It would be a whole new experience.....
oh by the way more shopping for new cloth to look forward to as, my usuall size 8 could no longer fit in as my boobs are growing like no body business! and my jeans could no longer fasten!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA !

I am celebrating Raya in London again this year, last year i managed to balik kampung to Kotakinabalu, and that was i first raya back after 10 years! but this year, i am unable to balikkampung as my husband tied down to work plus i just seen my family back in may for the wedding.
I am planning to go home in January next year . Funny thing is, i am feeling homesick recently as my mind driff to all mum delicious home cooking! at raya mum do nice rendang and ketupat!!!!
and as the chong family do we normally go visit my grandfather in sandakan, it does had the old kampung feeling to it, my grandfather house is on a stilt and we had big garden and when i was a little girl, i remember playing guli under the stilt and main getah! also normal ritual we had a katam katam gamble table! and my funniest uncle are the ALONG!
as it is raya today to beat that homesick feeling, we are going to have nice dinner tonight at one of the malaysian restaurant called Awana in chelsea, we both never been there and apparently it was very authentic, so, i am looking forward to it! Here my little raya celebration in London! CHEERS!!!!

Edward scissorhand!

As promised, finally i manage to upload my new hairstyle photos, sorry for the delay, my camera been playing up again.....it was a massive change! i closed my eyes when my hairdresser chop off my long hair! a bit of me keep thinking, WHAT ARE YOU DOING! and the other YEAH! GO FOR IT! but i like the result and i might cut it a lot shorter next time. And i hope you guys like it too!

Sisterly Love....

I learned that my sister had move out from my parents house to start their own home somewhere else and being independent. i am so proud of her, taking that big step, my little sister....

i remember when i left home at 19, it all because, i wanted to be free and hate being control by my parents. she was back then only 12 years old... since that i only see her and the family twice a year.

Now when i look back i felt so selfish and guilty for not being there as often as i should have, she got pregnant at the age of 18teen, since that i blame myself for letting this happen, as a sister i should have been looking after her, make sure we do sister things after school, instead she go out and meet boys and got pregnant and had to get married, all through her pregnancy still i wasn't there.....but i make sure i was there when Beautiful baby Euan were born and look after him for a couple of days.

Then she had to balance school and parenting and looking after my mum all at the same time!

looking after parent and baby aren't easy, she same time told me over the phone that it she was very tired and had argued with the parents and wish she can be with me, but we both knows that is not possible as she had a son and husband to think about. another word she had to sacrifice her need and freedom for the mistake she made.

i wish i could give her hugs of comfort and have told her be strong and she had manage it well and one day her life will be just the way she wish for. i keep telling her it would happen.

i could not sleep last night thinking of how she going to cope with a new start, and every time i ate something nice i thought of her....and thinking what are they eating tonight? i can only hope her husband will look after her and euan well and safely.

I am looking forward to return to KK and visit my sister new home and catch up with her sisterly way and help her in any other means to see her still strong and successful. My dearest sister i am not there to help you move house but am thinking of you and your family and i will make it up with you when i get back!

ITS MINE baby..............

Remember i mention on last blog that i am going to Christie's auction? well, i did! and it was my first ever! certaintly wont be my last, i thoroughly enjoy myself, let me share my experience with you guys, at first you register yourself, then they will give you a number card, which you use when you are interested on bidding for something, you just show it in the air to the auctioneer, my number was 721 and i am bidding for lot 20, most of the lot are on display for a week before the day of bidding start. i arrive half an hour early just to check out my competition,
i notice there were not more than 30 people around, 10 phone bidder on stand by, and the rest were guest like me, then my lot start to came up! bidding start at £500, i bid another £50, then another phone bidder bid higher with another £50, so it just between me and the phone! it gone on till finally it goes to final bit of £750. and guess who got it? ME!!! i could not believe it! i was over the moon! not just i manage to have the back, it also belong to a supermodel Erin O'connor and given to her by Karl Lagerfield for a Chanel campaign, it was from her personal wardrobe. A portion of the profit will benefit the British fashion Council, and will be directed to her Model sanctuary, established to support young model and look after their health during London fashion week.
soon after that a lady approach me and introduce herself as from a German fashion TV, and she been following the Chanel red bag bidding since yesterday, and she would like to interview me?!
ok, i said. to my surprise she had two other guys with her, one holding a massive camera and the othe were holding this fluffy giant microphone. it took me by surprise! they interview me ( could not remember what i said! as i was still in a state of disbelieve), then they took a scene shot of me receiving the bag, and leaving Christie's with my triumph Bidding!
all and all, was a Fascinating experience at the auction house, i hope my face look good on TV! if not it only going to be aired in Germany.
So i was happy yesterday and today as i been looking for that particular Chanel colour for ages. Big Huggie for my Baby for letting me have it!

Hammer Down!

On my previous blog, i did mention about addicted to hummingbird cupcakes, i was on my way today for tea, to pick up normally one but believe you me, once to see an array of cute and delicious cupcakes infront of you?, it is easy to pick more than one! anyway i bought two to take home and walked pass Christie's auction house, what attract me to go in is, the window display has loads of beautiful dresses , from Dior, Lanvin, matthew Williamson and other designer, one inside to my suprise they have 1950 to 2007 posters, furnitures , shoes, old louise vuitto trunk and cases and hermes berkin bag!

i was so excited when i came across a Lot 20,RED Classic quilted leather 2.55 Chanel bag were amongs the lots up for auction tommorow! and it is not bad, as the bidding start at £300-£500 pound! i could not believe my eyes?! now a days the price of 2.55 had rocketed to nearly double! as i remembered 2 years ago Quilted 2.55 were selling at £900 max now £1500! the reason being the Chanel are so popular with the Rich arabs and Russian that they can afford to pay whatever the increase is just to have the latest one. Wish me luck tomorrow as i will be bidding to a max of £900 and lets hope not many bidders around!!!