MY LITTLE PRINCESS!

Finally, i had the biggest gift EVER! my little bundle of joy Sophie Lucyanah Graham were born on the 1 May 2009, weight 2.9kg, and most of all healthy! it was a very emotional roller coaster.
it all begin the night of 30 april 2009, i was about 37 week pregnant, at home all by myself as Husband Andrew out for the night drinking and catching up with his work friend in town. I was watching TV in bed all night, around 10pm, i begin to feel sooo relax and start doing my Prenial Massage ( so no tears down under! ) . As i had been going to the toilet to pee so often, tonight i begin to go more often then usual and took no notice of it. But all of a sudden,( a gush of water start to come out! OH NO!
i got panic and grab this adult diaper ( look so horrendous ! )and start wearing them as i don't want to wet my new carpet, rang my husband and an hour later we were at the hospital and i am in excruciating pain and crying.......

I was in the best of care, in a private room with my own Nurse, midwife and consultant.
Every 4 hours they have to check how many centimeter i am dilating, after 12 hours , i am not dilating enough! 1 cm every four hours and the baby were ready to pop out but i were not opening and it were too narrow for the baby to had to go through, so the only solutions is to go through cesarean ! i was sooooo upset as i preferred natural birth. Since i was so druged up( air and gas, and epidural ), i just have to say yes...

at 7.58pm Baby Sophie were born ......

this is her first pictures , and unfortunately she develop a joundis and we had to stay at the hospital for a week! Sophie had to stay under the light for 3 days and she received the all clear and i was so relieves to be home . And the sleepless night begin...........