Edward scissorhand!

As promised, finally i manage to upload my new hairstyle photos, sorry for the delay, my camera been playing up again.....it was a massive change! i closed my eyes when my hairdresser chop off my long hair! a bit of me keep thinking, WHAT ARE YOU DOING! and the other YEAH! GO FOR IT! but i like the result and i might cut it a lot shorter next time. And i hope you guys like it too!

Sisterly Love....

I learned that my sister had move out from my parents house to start their own home somewhere else and being independent. i am so proud of her, taking that big step, my little sister....

i remember when i left home at 19, it all because, i wanted to be free and hate being control by my parents. she was back then only 12 years old... since that i only see her and the family twice a year.

Now when i look back i felt so selfish and guilty for not being there as often as i should have, she got pregnant at the age of 18teen, since that i blame myself for letting this happen, as a sister i should have been looking after her, make sure we do sister things after school, instead she go out and meet boys and got pregnant and had to get married, all through her pregnancy still i wasn't there.....but i make sure i was there when Beautiful baby Euan were born and look after him for a couple of days.

Then she had to balance school and parenting and looking after my mum all at the same time!

looking after parent and baby aren't easy, she same time told me over the phone that it she was very tired and had argued with the parents and wish she can be with me, but we both knows that is not possible as she had a son and husband to think about. another word she had to sacrifice her need and freedom for the mistake she made.

i wish i could give her hugs of comfort and have told her be strong and she had manage it well and one day her life will be just the way she wish for. i keep telling her it would happen.

i could not sleep last night thinking of how she going to cope with a new start, and every time i ate something nice i thought of her....and thinking what are they eating tonight? i can only hope her husband will look after her and euan well and safely.

I am looking forward to return to KK and visit my sister new home and catch up with her sisterly way and help her in any other means to see her still strong and successful. My dearest sister i am not there to help you move house but am thinking of you and your family and i will make it up with you when i get back!

ITS MINE baby..............

Remember i mention on last blog that i am going to Christie's auction? well, i did! and it was my first ever! certaintly wont be my last, i thoroughly enjoy myself, let me share my experience with you guys, at first you register yourself, then they will give you a number card, which you use when you are interested on bidding for something, you just show it in the air to the auctioneer, my number was 721 and i am bidding for lot 20, most of the lot are on display for a week before the day of bidding start. i arrive half an hour early just to check out my competition,
i notice there were not more than 30 people around, 10 phone bidder on stand by, and the rest were guest like me, then my lot start to came up! bidding start at £500, i bid another £50, then another phone bidder bid higher with another £50, so it just between me and the phone! it gone on till finally it goes to final bit of £750. and guess who got it? ME!!! i could not believe it! i was over the moon! not just i manage to have the back, it also belong to a supermodel Erin O'connor and given to her by Karl Lagerfield for a Chanel campaign, it was from her personal wardrobe. A portion of the profit will benefit the British fashion Council, and will be directed to her Model sanctuary, established to support young model and look after their health during London fashion week.
soon after that a lady approach me and introduce herself as from a German fashion TV, and she been following the Chanel red bag bidding since yesterday, and she would like to interview me?!
ok, i said. to my surprise she had two other guys with her, one holding a massive camera and the othe were holding this fluffy giant microphone. it took me by surprise! they interview me ( could not remember what i said! as i was still in a state of disbelieve), then they took a scene shot of me receiving the bag, and leaving Christie's with my triumph Bidding!
all and all, was a Fascinating experience at the auction house, i hope my face look good on TV! if not it only going to be aired in Germany.
So i was happy yesterday and today as i been looking for that particular Chanel colour for ages. Big Huggie for my Baby for letting me have it!

Hammer Down!

On my previous blog, i did mention about addicted to hummingbird cupcakes, i was on my way today for tea, to pick up normally one but believe you me, once to see an array of cute and delicious cupcakes infront of you?, it is easy to pick more than one! anyway i bought two to take home and walked pass Christie's auction house, what attract me to go in is, the window display has loads of beautiful dresses , from Dior, Lanvin, matthew Williamson and other designer, one inside to my suprise they have 1950 to 2007 posters, furnitures , shoes, old louise vuitto trunk and cases and hermes berkin bag!

i was so excited when i came across a Lot 20,RED Classic quilted leather 2.55 Chanel bag were amongs the lots up for auction tommorow! and it is not bad, as the bidding start at £300-£500 pound! i could not believe my eyes?! now a days the price of 2.55 had rocketed to nearly double! as i remembered 2 years ago Quilted 2.55 were selling at £900 max now £1500! the reason being the Chanel are so popular with the Rich arabs and Russian that they can afford to pay whatever the increase is just to have the latest one. Wish me luck tomorrow as i will be bidding to a max of £900 and lets hope not many bidders around!!!

They been around the Block!

OMG! they are back! yes its NKOTB ! for someone or the younger generation they are short form for NEW KIDS ON THE BLOCK. who are they? they are the first boy band in the late 80s and early 90s, an American band from Boston, from left is Jordan Knight 38, Joe McIntyre 35, Danny wood 39, Donnie walhberg 39 and finally Jonathan knight 39. They look good, in fact Joe my favourite hasn't change!?

I was 12 then, I remember loving them so much, like every other girl in my school we all had a massive collection of the NKOTB badges pinned to our school bag, and big posters from magazine glued to my wall. their first single 'Be My Girl' , i used to play that song a lot and thinking about my boyfriend ! those days it was just puppy love..... one day my dad had to buy me a walkman so he could have a piece and quit weekend! They have couple of songs that were good like 'Loving you forever' , 'If you go away' , 'Hanging Tough' and i cant remember the rest, it was sooooo long ago. unfortunately in 1994 the group disband and as far as i remember it because the new album were not selling well and Jonathan decided to leave the group. my feeling then quite mix as there is another band up and coming and as a teenager you were consume with hormone flying around and new band always good.Now after their reunion in 2008, they release a new album THE BLOCK. and will be touring UK early next year! i could not wait! i will make sure i got the tickets! it would be amazing! after all those years finally i fullfill that 12 years old dream!

Remember This?!

Be or not to Be?

Has Been thinking of changing my hair style recently or shall i say constantly! and still , don't know which style to go, i had something spring in mind but not quite sure.... if i had the courage to go for it! first one is Victoria beckham layered bob in medium blonde, secondly a heavy fringe at the front but still keeping the hair long and change my hair colour to darker shade of blonde or light brown. With the Ala Victoria, i can always get a long hair piece to put on, if i fancy a long hair look and i can curled it as well. With the fringe, i done it before about 6 years ago, so.... kinda been there and done that. in the mist of confusion i found out these rule will help me to make a decision, hopefully.....

The following are tips on styles that can make the most of your particular features:

Face Too Round - Putting a side part in the hair will slim and lengthen a face that's too round.
Thin Face - Curls or fullness at the sides will widen a long, thin face.
Large Nose - A full hairstyle or up swept crown makes the nose less noticeable.
Sharp, Angular Features - A wavy or curly hairstyle will soften a chiseled cheekbone, nose or jaw.
High forehead - A horizontal line of full bangs can cover the forehead, balancing the face.
Strong or Square Chin - A short cut with soft curls or fullness at the crown, takes attention away from the chin.
Narrow Chin - Long hair with fullness at the chin will balance a narrow chin.
Low Forehead - Vertical lines and soft fullness at the crown can lengthen the face

Oval-shaped face You're lucky - this is the kind of face shape that suits just about any hairstyle. Both long and short hair cuts look great on you, as your face shape is well balanced. The chin and forehead of an oval face shape are in even proportion.Avoid covering up your perfect face shape with heavy bangs or wearing your hair on your face. You'll lose your face shape and it may add weight to your face.

Long or short neck-A long, graceful neck is a beautiful and desirable feature and should be shown off and considered when choosing a hairstyle. Short hair can really show off your neck, however long hair can also add to your already graceful neck when worn in an elegant style, like a twist or up do.If you want a short hairstyle and your neck is short, create the appearance of length by tapering your hair at the base of the neck and fuller on the top

i just booked an appointment with my hairdresser and i shall post the pictures of my new hair do sometime soon!

after reading all those rule and tips , i must confess over the years i probably had broke all the rules with many hair style disaster! if i found those pictures i shall post it as well and we all can cringe like learn from mistakes! i wonder if i can find the late 80s pictures of me with a fringe hair style that has been lift up with tons of hairspray!

Rained Cats and Dogs

Woke-up this morning and feeling really tired, probably having too much sleep! the thing is my sleep pattern had change since i meet Andrew, during my wild time, i used to go to bed after 1am or later than that then sleep ALL day. those days..........anyway now we ate dinner spent sometime cuddling on the sofa that as comfortable as our bed and watch what ever on the TV.

Then, by 10pm Andrew need to go bed, as he had to get up early the next day at 6am and had to be on the trading floor at 7am! so it is important to have his beauty sleep.

so when ever he need to go to bed, i like to join him, as i hate being left alone in the living room, so i watch the TV in bed while he snored away.........before i knew, i felt asleep next to him! and woke-up just as he say goodbye, then another 2 hours in bed. plus it has been raining non stop since last night! and its kinda cold as well, and that is not helping me to get out of bed!

the only reason i had to got up is the cleaner lady came in. i put my pyjamas on and just slummed my self on the sofa AGAIN and watch the news. Great, summer officially over from now on its only Rain, rain and more rain! i think i am going to get my self those Hunter Boots, black or red in festival Tall collection, i hate walking around in wet condition in an expensive or leather shoes. i had ruined one of my Jimmy Choo boots last time, for using it in the rained too much! the idea of wearing the Hunter willies pop in, after i saw couple of girls walking around in them colourful one recently and it look so chic! especially if you wear it knee high sock over jeans or just mini skirt. like the pink one thou.... i shall not make the rain stopped me going out and about. like buying new Wellies boots!